

I don’t even know how to date or make friends and don’t even feel up to trying for much the same reasons. I got sort of dated (online) by a friend who then dumped me in like the first year of highschool without warning or reason, then ghosted me, and then my friend group slowly disintegrated. Probably need a bit of therapy for that, not sure why that in particular hit as hard as it did but it sucked the life out of highschool for me.
If nothing else i can tell ya you’re not alone on that front at least. Late 20s, woooooo…
If you don’t already speak it, its probably too late at this point to gain the level of proficiency they will want.